Ujian Amali J2.8 2009

Random sequences.

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Finally 19.

It was not a blast, nothing big, just simple, not even a cake....but it was a special day that i spent with these people who came all the way far from kajang to cheras [oh trust me, it is that far...] to celebrate this day with me despite of me busy in my own world, no, it was the assignments that cuts me off from the real world. yeah, now you see me why kn?? i even don't have time to eat or sleep, thats how i lose weight. that's is the positive side of the whole thing...haha its crazy but i dont mind...always in the rush, trying to get the job done, feeling pity for myself and the lecturer...sooo many emotions!

Gah, but still i have the most memorable day of turning 19 officially without my family like i used to. these people, hidayah, daus and baby...thanks for covering that and stealing my time, take me away from my assignments tho not completely...i just can't let go even if you try and make me! huhu. i had a good time actually...worrying the whole time and complaining... hope you guys had a good time as well. hehe. and hidayah, i don't have to say it but i love you and thanks for coming. i know i drag u guys here and there because of my endless work, its a price to pay for having an easy way out. sape kata nak jadi cikgu ni senang, huh?

anyway, i got lovely, lovely presents from hidayah and an unexpected person, aina. gosh, thank you so much aina for the cute musical water globe. i love it too much that im starting to go crazy over it and wanted to have collections of that thing...hahaha. hidayah, i love your present so, so much that im starting to think how to get back to you by giving you a gift again! yay! thanks a million. and i am not going to lose to you in our gif-thon. hehe. yeah, but this friendship is not over material stuff, lets keep it that way. maybe sentimental value would be appropriate... i put our fantastic 4 picture, as if. huhu. the box with a lot of bears oh so cute and the heart shape reminds me of that kuih raya, mama carey...heheh. i really love it.

then, i get a little chocolate bar a bear hug from my OA lecturer, Miss Shobha...thank you maam, she was like a mum and i love her. and instead of a birthday cake, i treated them with lotsa lots of doughnuts!! i didnt get a chance to blow candles out from those daughnuts but im going to try that again next year because i was dying to do so and it seems like fun. hey, having fun have no age limits rigth? nontheless, i am finally looking forward to grow up tho in the back in my head, there's always a little girl inside of me that will stay young forever.

so, this is what happened on my 19th birthday, as if you care but i want to type it out for you to read anyway. hahaha. this i s what happened when you have so much to say.... ohhh, and im waiting for a PINK sony viao from my dad. yup, it's PINK, so what?! :]

I HATE IT!

one minute u love it, another hour later of torturing and abusing, u just want to let it go. i am not one of those patient people who cud works with details and yet, here i am, screwing myself out, and convinced that im actually an art person. sigh..... ugh! :[

Oopps...HE DID IT AGAIN!

OMG!!!!! ok, its scary....this time, a little bit more humour which is not so him. waaaaah, totally weird!!!!

My dad has been invaded by the China aliens!!!

[he's currently in China, outstation...isn't it obvious?]

huhu. :]

I'm in love with my dad.

weyy, hoho. it's been awhile since the last time. busy, busy art/english/bahasa teacher! heh. i am currently busy with ujian amali seni visual, yeah, messing up with acrylic, oil paint on canvas...big deal...4meh!! can't wait to finally paint on canvas though i would be evaluate to do so by outside lecturers. yikes! wish me luck!

oh, the tittle huh? what the heck? it's nothing. my dad did something unexpectedly funny. 4 me laa... he just replied i love you too! in his sms to me. yeahh...cliche? but this time, it was different. not that i hate him, i just didnt love him enuf than i shud. but now, it seems that, i am matured enuf to love him, to see him as my dad. that sms practically made me smiled a huge smile the whole day tru. i feel like crying pon ade, touched. hahaha. isn't weird? a father saying i love you too to his daughter shud be common, butttt...not 4 me. my case was different. i feel a little child discovering new things. ok, this might be something biase je 4 you but 4 me, its a huge thing. no, i am not emotionally abused or whatever those kind of abusive act, it's rather a long story. or there was no story after all.

i guess he's a guy and guys is complex? ohhh, i wonder how if im in love with a guy? haha, still single meh and never been in love pon. so, it would be a new thing again 4 me. why oh why? unlucky? i don't think so. i think im going to love that i get a chance to experience love at a matured age. why not? who said you can't be funny, childish or playful at an older age than 17? i am all that and still are and will be...always. plus the seriousness and maturity, love will be beautiful. im looking 4 the 1st and the last. if that is impossible, then offer me forever, i will be true. i have no desire to play around, no time laaa.... hahaha, ok. dah la tu kan. love cease to be beautiful when it cease to be a secret. please, suprise me... :]

Tagged!

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
family, money,(come first?) friends, myself, my books and all my other possesions that i own. haha.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
a cotton white dress...finally.

3. Dimanakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
i'll get married anywhere baby if you are with me....huhu

4. Berapa lama hubungan kamu berkekalan?
blom lagi...tgh mencari...hahahaha.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
yes, towards Allah (stolen from Mirrah), umm, maybe but no one needs to know kan?

6. Dimanakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
at the chilli's with my family in KLCC

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
what my gilrfriend doesn't know

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
Nur Yasmin Ahmad Sapian

9. Kamu lebih senang ngan mak atau ayah?
my umi....

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
i wanna meet him!

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
hidayah ashburn
mirrah
nadia(yela, aku bkn sahabat ko paling rapat la kan, tp aku ade ko sbg sahabat rapat aku so ko ade kt dlm senarai ni....)
azim
ili
aina, aisyah, hafizah (coursemate, roomate (aina) and housemate to be)

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian kamu sendiri?
yep, when at the hostel...its kinda fun...huhu

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pergi?
don't care as long as im with him....

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu?
nadboob:-
annoying
irritating
bothersome
loud
but mostly she's warm hearted and supportive(i agreed with u mirrah!)

mirrah:-
hillarious
chumel
sometimes her looks cud kill, so does words...(sound of the sword slashing!)
always there
always smile those sweet smile...

15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai?
quotes and words
workaholic
extreme sports (im trying!)
kitten
dresses
lingerie
art shop
love

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
both...hugs and kisses are both turn on isnt it?

17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan?
alhamdulillah...
astaghfirullah
okayy...
wtf?! (just the acronym la!)
shit! (its getting less but still there...yes2, im trying...!)
fxck! (used too, it lessen now...somehow)
awww....
baik, puan...(either act of annoying or an agreement, i just use both with the same atonation. *shrug*)

18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru baca?
i've been longing to read but no time....so, so far none!

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali?
just dance - lady gaga
vincent (starry, starry night) - josh groban
what hurts the most - rascal flatt
strangers - hilary duff
why not- hilary duff
i love rock and roll - britney spears
have you really ever love a woman - bryan adams
god gave me you - brian white
dear god- avenged sevenfold
(more...who cares right?)

20. Mari Men-Tag 8 orang lain
hidayah abu bakar..this is your responsibility now...huhu.