when its rain

everyone is chasing what they want
why haven't i?
why can't i go for what i want?
why didn't i admit it?
say it out loud?
the longer i hold up, the more pain i collect and the more its eating my heart out...
i need help.

oh my!

it happened so fast
i wonder if its going to last
an old feeling over times
i wonder if it still just a crush
lately my heart beat a song
with smiles dance across my face
i would laughing a rhyme
whenever your face across my mind
when my head pictures you
wondering how it feels to be real
im having a hang over
it does feel like within my reach
but the truth is still in haze
exaggerating won't help
i've been telling
i've been missing
i've been feeling
i've been thinking
i never want anyone like this before
you've been so close and so near
but i still can't get to you
and i'm still waiting
waiting to let go and to love
waiting till you are mine.

if i have him, ill be the happiest but is not going to be easy. wow, can't believe its happening too soon. yasmin, get a grip and pls don't tell him. ahahaha.