HOLIDAYS

Yes, holidays again!!! Haha. For all the techears-to-be, happy holiday! Its good to be finally home. Ok, so IPIK wasn't that far but still, I was not at home. Oh, so many things has happened to me. Good things that is. Something that I have never thought I would do. Something new and still the same old, same old me. Heh. Finals sucks. Big time. I mean, I don't know who sucks more, me or the paper. Ok, I did answered all. So, it must be the paper then. LOL. Hmm, what else? Nothing interesting happened. My life as a college student now is practically boring and I don't know why. Aren't we supposed to enjoy our youth through college's life? Sigh. Seriously, it was dead bored and I died out of the boredom! There in my college, I just couldn't find anybody, like in that thousands of numbers of educated people, none of them could be related to me in any way. Ugh. I couldn't even find anyone who share the same passion of my obsessive love for books. Ok, figure of speech. But the point is, it makes me brain dead when you couldn't talk about things you know or like and when you do, they just didn't get you. Take example of my classmates, girls. All they ever talked about is boys, getting phone numbers from someone, going out and yada, yada, yada! I don't do that. Ok, I get that. See through your eyes, I was such a boring person but hey, good books, good music and all of other things besides those petty stuff are way worth debating. Sigh. It was just hard for me. Well, what to do then? I have another 5 wasted years there and there is nothing I could do but to live in isolation. Ok, that is dramatic. 5 wasted years but to live my life to the fullest. I will not let small things like that kill me so easily. Still, I wish somebody was there to get me through. Flesh and blood. This goes to hidayah. I know you will there for me, babe...but you are still just, on the phone. I wish you too, could be with me, flesh and blood. Well, I think, enough for today. Hah. I am crazy anyway. :]