Orientasi - orientasi IPIK

1. My personal hell on earth.
2. Hot and pretty senior. Haha. Enjoying the view, eh?
3. During the orientation, I cursed all the time silently in my head:P
4. Gain useful knowledge.
5. I really, REALLY hate aerobic when I was force to do it.
6. Met new interesting people along the way.
7. 24 hours there are just not enough!
8. Finally, feel like somewhere I belong.
9. I've been pushed mentally and emotionally too far! ARGGH!!!
10. I guessed everything that happened, happens for a reason. I was mad, sad and totally pissed off. But in the end, it was nothing compared to what I gained in the process. Thank you. To all of you. :]

Either way.....its still hard.

I'm off to college now. Well, starting this 14th. For a second, I just can't believe it. I mean, I still eye candy on the school boys pretending I am too a school student which is kinda sick if you ask me. Haha. After this, no more uniform (maybe on the first week), no more spoon-fed, no more time to sleep and sleep and sleep, just me. A few new friends, maybe and life on assignments!! This is the part when your whole life changed. I was always a homie girl and now going away for a really long time. Although it wasn't that far, just a distance between me and my family, my home and my playful kittens, I'm going to be in home sick mode for always. Forever. Nonetheless, I'm still looking forward for this whole new journey. I'm going to make it as far as I could and thinking of it as a redemption of what I didn't get last time. No more failure. No more. I'm going to strive for the very best and make all my dreams come true. I'm going to be one of those living proof that dreams do come true. Inshallah. :]

I.....yayy!!

I did get in!!
I really do put thoughts on it.
I want to go there.
I will be what I want to be .
I need that.
I want that.
I got that. :]

Loser

*Ok, here's the dealio, I am single with 'a-never-had-a-bf-before' status. Does that makes me a loser? Hmmm, maybe, maybe not. I'm happy with myself. I'm still a loser? Heh.*

It got me thinking again. BOYS. What would it be, well, how would I be if I have a boyfriend? What would my boyfriend be? Will my parents approve? I did wonder though, what sort of a guy that my father would ever get along with? I mean, not that I care but he's going to be the witnesses of my marriage. He has that power above all. Will they ever get along? I might as well be marrying a freak. Haha.

I have this unusual thoughts of my boyfriend or a husband. Not so soon, eh? What I want is someone that exquisite, not just on face, although that will definitely be a plus but more to the man himself. He doesn't have to play sport or be the man of the man, if he just be the real him, it will be good enough for me. Some say guys like it straight forward but I think a little game of thoughts wouldn't hurt. I like guys who like to play along. What could be heavenly than that? Maybe a little danger too wouldn't cut short your life off. Just don't get yourself killed.

I really won't go for the typical male whose showing material things and have a killer fashion sense. Dress to kill or die? Do you really have to wear those ridiculous large glasses like you're going to pose with it on the a red carpet? Please.....but that doesn't mean I would go for someone who is a fashion victim either. Trend or not trend, for real?

I was thinking, a simple pair of wash out jeans, a sleeve shirt under a hoodie. Pair of sneakers or canvas shoes and sweet attitude. Works for me. Such a nice view. Or a nice suits. Simple and breath-taking. But no. Sadly, men these days, dress more than us girls. I do feel ashamed sometimes. Well, now,now, don't we just got it carried away? Hmmm, don't get offended, its only just one girl opinion. if you agree, high 5! :]

A day with myself at KLCC

Never thought I would do it. Alone. With books!!! Wheeee! Well, I've stayed there for more than 2 hours browsing, looking, finding, searching and peeking! Well, those guys are so obviously good looking. But books are so much better. Its funny, each time I went to KLCC, either with friends or family or alone with myself, even if I'm not intending to buy anything, I would definitely walk right into the Kinokuniya and touching those books! It's like I'm lusting for them! Mwahahahaha. Crazy but I love to be surrounding by books. It's a little paradise of mine on earth. So, I bought just one book (how sad?) wishing I could have (not buy, hey I'm wishing!) half of the lonely books there in the Kinokuniya. There are so many books that I want to read but I have to give it up thinking about buying them next time because I have to cut short my money to buy my dad an EXPENSIVE birthday card. I mean I really have to get my dad that particular birthday card and it cost me a fortune. *sigh*. Well, mission completed. I've found them. No need to buy again. Maybe for trousers. Lots of them. :]

Happy Birthday, Kakak Aisyah!!!

Whew, what a party! Maybe not. It's just a birthday with the family. I love birthdays! Other people another one year old days that is. Not mine though. Surprise party is a big no-no. I just couldn't handle the.....cake, people and my clumsiness. Really, NO! Well, back to the main story, we had a cake, kakak wants it pink but dad couldn't find one at the secret recipe? What were you thinking dad? So, he bought her a strawberry cake still thinking it would be the same. Guess what? The cake still in the fridge and it wasn't kid's top choice of an ideal birthday cake. Heh. A cake layered with actual creamy smashy strawberries. Well, kakak wants a Barbie on her cake too, so dad bought porcelain figure dolls and butterflies on metal sticks for decoration. Wasn't that bad if I must say. Her birthday present are two pink shirts, one of them was customized by me with fabric ink gel saying "Aisyah 4th Birthday". I love it, she loves it. Then playing with the cake, smeared in chocolates and the end. :]