Books, endless questions and glasses Part II

We’ve been playing 99 questions a few moments ago. It was so much fun! Ha-ha. I mean, so what’s the big deal for you huh? Hah, you wouldn’t know, baby. Sorry! We had so much fun, did we Hidayah? The truth, the obscene, the dreams and so on. Now I know and you too. But we seem to run out of questions and times. I miss those moments. Sigh. Well, it was great compare to nothing. I guess we could have it again with the list of questions in our hands and fill in the blanks together. Heh. :]

Books, endless questions and glasses Part I

‘We got close by Twilight, falling apart by New Moon through Eclipse and Breaking Dawn brought us back together.’

You might have been wondering what this is about. Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. These are actually a book series that was written by an arising author, Stephanie Meyer. These are also my favourite books of all time. But I am not going to talk about those books but this is a story of a beautiful friendship that starts and ends and starts over again by those books. Thank you, Steph!

Twilight. The first book of the series. It should be just like any other typical books or novels but for me, it was a little bit more than that. It was not just about the good story that the book carries but it was also because of this one particular book, it brought two friends together who share things in common. I love books and so does she. It is like having a book club and I can talk whatever about the book with her because we both know the book by our hearts. In fact, I can talk to her almost about everything and I am really enjoyed having conversations with her. It was almost the same as when you making a joke and people would laugh at your joke. Something like that.

Then the New Moon was published. It was because of this book that has taken the big toll on the friendship that was newly built and ruined everything. Well, it was not entirely the book’s fault, it was me who cannot control my own feelings. It goes out like this, the day before the disaster happened, I was so pissed off for not be able to buy that book. It was already in my arms and ready to be paid but someone took that happiness away from me. I cried a thousand tears when I reached home and carried the same pissed off feelings at school on the next day. I was literally emotionally disturb and became very aggressive that day. I did not talk to anyone because I was so angry and sad. She noticed that I did not talk to her on that day and probably she feels abandoned. In this part of the destruction, it is rather complicated because it's involving the matter of hearts and feelings. It is hard to be described, to be put on the paper and to make a story. But in the end, the destruction accomplished. She and I are not friends anymore and you could say it was kinda worst, sworn enemies? Maybe.

Eclipse. Done nothing in particular. So, lets leave it to that.

Ahhh, our most favorite book of all. The last book, Breaking Dawn. The finale of the story, where Bella finally found her true happiness and who could have thought, after all her near-to-death experiences, she finally got what she always wanted. And with the happy ending of the book, we both worked out our misunderstanding and end up with a happy ending as well. Who could have thought, no? I’ve found her through the crowd and lost her in the oddest way that I couldn’t ever imagine of losing a friend and I got her back in a way of similar. Life does works in the strangest ways. It never occurred to me that I would ever talk to her again. All I could think of was my ravage nonsense anger towards her like she has taken something away from me. Of course, when you think about someone, whether they are good or bad, it’s a mix of thinking what it could have been if….. Well, what done is done and none can’t undo it. I have to say that I’m glad. That does sounds dysfunctional but really, books, either their physical matter or the contents, does help people see through their lives and literally show them what they are missing. I did. We both did and now, we are having the most beautiful moments of life together as a friend. A best of friends of the blue sky and the white cloud. A perfect combination. :]

HOLIDAYS

Yes, holidays again!!! Haha. For all the techears-to-be, happy holiday! Its good to be finally home. Ok, so IPIK wasn't that far but still, I was not at home. Oh, so many things has happened to me. Good things that is. Something that I have never thought I would do. Something new and still the same old, same old me. Heh. Finals sucks. Big time. I mean, I don't know who sucks more, me or the paper. Ok, I did answered all. So, it must be the paper then. LOL. Hmm, what else? Nothing interesting happened. My life as a college student now is practically boring and I don't know why. Aren't we supposed to enjoy our youth through college's life? Sigh. Seriously, it was dead bored and I died out of the boredom! There in my college, I just couldn't find anybody, like in that thousands of numbers of educated people, none of them could be related to me in any way. Ugh. I couldn't even find anyone who share the same passion of my obsessive love for books. Ok, figure of speech. But the point is, it makes me brain dead when you couldn't talk about things you know or like and when you do, they just didn't get you. Take example of my classmates, girls. All they ever talked about is boys, getting phone numbers from someone, going out and yada, yada, yada! I don't do that. Ok, I get that. See through your eyes, I was such a boring person but hey, good books, good music and all of other things besides those petty stuff are way worth debating. Sigh. It was just hard for me. Well, what to do then? I have another 5 wasted years there and there is nothing I could do but to live in isolation. Ok, that is dramatic. 5 wasted years but to live my life to the fullest. I will not let small things like that kill me so easily. Still, I wish somebody was there to get me through. Flesh and blood. This goes to hidayah. I know you will there for me, babe...but you are still just, on the phone. I wish you too, could be with me, flesh and blood. Well, I think, enough for today. Hah. I am crazy anyway. :]

It's been awhile.

It's been awhile since my last post. Been lazying these days. Yeah, like you people care to read my blog. Heh. Well, I've managed to write 2 essays in that periods of time. One is complete and another one is still in progress. Lazying, remebered? Both are about someone and I'm pretty sure she did not have the patience to wait but have to anyway. Haha. Just Something that I've thought of and have to write it down? Nonetheless, still, I have fun doing it. Maybe I'll post it in my next post or whatever. :]

The LAST book of the series. Yeah, I own it! Breaking Dawn.

Finally, the time has come. I got the book! Yes, thanks to Hidayah and my new acquaintance, Firdaus....cute....hahahahaha. All the way from Kajang to my 'dearest' IPIK. I'm sooooo happy to see her again. Such a long time. Well, I better get back to the book. It's definitely irresistable! Yummy! :]

Why oh why

Well, two weeks of.....i dont know, tortured days are finally over! Wow, you wouldnt believe it how hard the life on the other side of the grass are. And I do. And it will continue until the day you die. Luckily, I've met a few, actually more than a few people that I thought I would never come across in my so insignificant life. It was amazing how different and how odd things can turned out to be. Its just happened. To me too. It changed the way I see things and the way I my mind works through out the process since I've been there. Somehow, it makes ready to face anything and nothing will ever bring me down. I'm whole new person now with the same originality of me inside. For that, if you jugde me for how I looks from the outside rather than try to go deep down into my pink little heart, I'll just smile to your shallowness.

Having new things doesnt mean you need to throw away the yesterday. Because the yesterday always reminding on how you used to be before. Its classic as they say, and classics never die. So, cherish both as you go along the way. You never know when you might need one of both.

This experiences has given me so much more in this life and it will never stop until I closed my eyes. :]