Why oh why

Well, two weeks of.....i dont know, tortured days are finally over! Wow, you wouldnt believe it how hard the life on the other side of the grass are. And I do. And it will continue until the day you die. Luckily, I've met a few, actually more than a few people that I thought I would never come across in my so insignificant life. It was amazing how different and how odd things can turned out to be. Its just happened. To me too. It changed the way I see things and the way I my mind works through out the process since I've been there. Somehow, it makes ready to face anything and nothing will ever bring me down. I'm whole new person now with the same originality of me inside. For that, if you jugde me for how I looks from the outside rather than try to go deep down into my pink little heart, I'll just smile to your shallowness.

Having new things doesnt mean you need to throw away the yesterday. Because the yesterday always reminding on how you used to be before. Its classic as they say, and classics never die. So, cherish both as you go along the way. You never know when you might need one of both.

This experiences has given me so much more in this life and it will never stop until I closed my eyes. :]

Orientasi - orientasi IPIK

1. My personal hell on earth.
2. Hot and pretty senior. Haha. Enjoying the view, eh?
3. During the orientation, I cursed all the time silently in my head:P
4. Gain useful knowledge.
5. I really, REALLY hate aerobic when I was force to do it.
6. Met new interesting people along the way.
7. 24 hours there are just not enough!
8. Finally, feel like somewhere I belong.
9. I've been pushed mentally and emotionally too far! ARGGH!!!
10. I guessed everything that happened, happens for a reason. I was mad, sad and totally pissed off. But in the end, it was nothing compared to what I gained in the process. Thank you. To all of you. :]

Either way.....its still hard.

I'm off to college now. Well, starting this 14th. For a second, I just can't believe it. I mean, I still eye candy on the school boys pretending I am too a school student which is kinda sick if you ask me. Haha. After this, no more uniform (maybe on the first week), no more spoon-fed, no more time to sleep and sleep and sleep, just me. A few new friends, maybe and life on assignments!! This is the part when your whole life changed. I was always a homie girl and now going away for a really long time. Although it wasn't that far, just a distance between me and my family, my home and my playful kittens, I'm going to be in home sick mode for always. Forever. Nonetheless, I'm still looking forward for this whole new journey. I'm going to make it as far as I could and thinking of it as a redemption of what I didn't get last time. No more failure. No more. I'm going to strive for the very best and make all my dreams come true. I'm going to be one of those living proof that dreams do come true. Inshallah. :]