Let see if it's true.

i think it is time to show what have i learned for the past 2 sems of my art course. see if its worth it. hah.

sem I: kerja kursus berasaskan ilmu pend seni visual II

sem I: kerja kursus berasaskan ilmu pend seni visual I

sem I: lanskap menggunakan pelbagai media

media: poster colour

sem II: sketches still life alatan sukan

teknik grid & teknik tetingkap

pelbagai jenis garisan

sem II: lukisan pelbagai teknik, garisan dan jalinan dengan menggunakan pelbagai media kering.

blok cetakan

sem II: blok cetakan dan test print.

catan untuk ujian amali


catan yang telah dibingkaikan


cetakan: mine is at bottom right.

sem II: catan dan cetakan untuk ujian amali yang akan dinilai oleh pemantau luar untuk moderasi markah.

pergh! so this is it. actually there's a lot of other things but tgk yang best je la...yang x jadi tu x payah la... and i love the nemo i drew, that drawing took like forever, the background, the seaweed thing is totally killing me to finish it... the drawing, alas, x finish pon. my nature to do things half way. it's not like dapat markah pon. and that catan...first time using acrylics and on canvas...oh yeah, im excited. whatever. but that wasn't so bad right? still acceptable and has its own aesthetical value ritee? i considered it as my birthday present for myself. i'm so proud of it because i'm was able to finish it on time and get decent grades for both with cetakan. and all turn out good in the end. all the hard work paid. ohh, i've done my kerja kursus pendek on designing kulit buku program for IPGM KAMPUS ILMU KHAS JUBLI EMAS KE-50, first time using adobe photoshop, i nailed it! haha.

so can i still convinced myself that i am an art person? hmm.

bajet jer! :]

Ujian Amali J2.8 2009

Random sequences.

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Finally 19.

It was not a blast, nothing big, just simple, not even a cake....but it was a special day that i spent with these people who came all the way far from kajang to cheras [oh trust me, it is that far...] to celebrate this day with me despite of me busy in my own world, no, it was the assignments that cuts me off from the real world. yeah, now you see me why kn?? i even don't have time to eat or sleep, thats how i lose weight. that's is the positive side of the whole thing...haha its crazy but i dont mind...always in the rush, trying to get the job done, feeling pity for myself and the lecturer...sooo many emotions!

Gah, but still i have the most memorable day of turning 19 officially without my family like i used to. these people, hidayah, daus and baby...thanks for covering that and stealing my time, take me away from my assignments tho not completely...i just can't let go even if you try and make me! huhu. i had a good time actually...worrying the whole time and complaining... hope you guys had a good time as well. hehe. and hidayah, i don't have to say it but i love you and thanks for coming. i know i drag u guys here and there because of my endless work, its a price to pay for having an easy way out. sape kata nak jadi cikgu ni senang, huh?

anyway, i got lovely, lovely presents from hidayah and an unexpected person, aina. gosh, thank you so much aina for the cute musical water globe. i love it too much that im starting to go crazy over it and wanted to have collections of that thing...hahaha. hidayah, i love your present so, so much that im starting to think how to get back to you by giving you a gift again! yay! thanks a million. and i am not going to lose to you in our gif-thon. hehe. yeah, but this friendship is not over material stuff, lets keep it that way. maybe sentimental value would be appropriate... i put our fantastic 4 picture, as if. huhu. the box with a lot of bears oh so cute and the heart shape reminds me of that kuih raya, mama carey...heheh. i really love it.

then, i get a little chocolate bar a bear hug from my OA lecturer, Miss Shobha...thank you maam, she was like a mum and i love her. and instead of a birthday cake, i treated them with lotsa lots of doughnuts!! i didnt get a chance to blow candles out from those daughnuts but im going to try that again next year because i was dying to do so and it seems like fun. hey, having fun have no age limits rigth? nontheless, i am finally looking forward to grow up tho in the back in my head, there's always a little girl inside of me that will stay young forever.

so, this is what happened on my 19th birthday, as if you care but i want to type it out for you to read anyway. hahaha. this i s what happened when you have so much to say.... ohhh, and im waiting for a PINK sony viao from my dad. yup, it's PINK, so what?! :]

I HATE IT!

one minute u love it, another hour later of torturing and abusing, u just want to let it go. i am not one of those patient people who cud works with details and yet, here i am, screwing myself out, and convinced that im actually an art person. sigh..... ugh! :[

Oopps...HE DID IT AGAIN!

OMG!!!!! ok, its scary....this time, a little bit more humour which is not so him. waaaaah, totally weird!!!!

My dad has been invaded by the China aliens!!!

[he's currently in China, outstation...isn't it obvious?]

huhu. :]

I'm in love with my dad.

weyy, hoho. it's been awhile since the last time. busy, busy art/english/bahasa teacher! heh. i am currently busy with ujian amali seni visual, yeah, messing up with acrylic, oil paint on canvas...big deal...4meh!! can't wait to finally paint on canvas though i would be evaluate to do so by outside lecturers. yikes! wish me luck!

oh, the tittle huh? what the heck? it's nothing. my dad did something unexpectedly funny. 4 me laa... he just replied i love you too! in his sms to me. yeahh...cliche? but this time, it was different. not that i hate him, i just didnt love him enuf than i shud. but now, it seems that, i am matured enuf to love him, to see him as my dad. that sms practically made me smiled a huge smile the whole day tru. i feel like crying pon ade, touched. hahaha. isn't weird? a father saying i love you too to his daughter shud be common, butttt...not 4 me. my case was different. i feel a little child discovering new things. ok, this might be something biase je 4 you but 4 me, its a huge thing. no, i am not emotionally abused or whatever those kind of abusive act, it's rather a long story. or there was no story after all.

i guess he's a guy and guys is complex? ohhh, i wonder how if im in love with a guy? haha, still single meh and never been in love pon. so, it would be a new thing again 4 me. why oh why? unlucky? i don't think so. i think im going to love that i get a chance to experience love at a matured age. why not? who said you can't be funny, childish or playful at an older age than 17? i am all that and still are and will be...always. plus the seriousness and maturity, love will be beautiful. im looking 4 the 1st and the last. if that is impossible, then offer me forever, i will be true. i have no desire to play around, no time laaa.... hahaha, ok. dah la tu kan. love cease to be beautiful when it cease to be a secret. please, suprise me... :]